"Learn to pray. Pray often. Pray in your mind, in your heart. Pray on your knees. Prayer is your personal key to heaven. The lock is on your side of the veil. And I have learned to conclude all my prayers with "thy will be done"

-L. Tom Perry

And stub, right now, it sounds like you need to pray like crazy. He listens, and he´ll tell you what you need to do, I promise. -Elder Lish

My brother always knows the right things to say.